A Step Backward...Dashing Forward

Sunshine will still come after the rain and what makes it more beautiful is that rainbow in the sky. Deep inside my heart, i don't want to give up...but my mind is about to burst out...screaming out load "it's enough"..

Lord God, i seek your peace...i need peace of mind and heart...let me take a few steps backward..to see a better view of the situation and from there...with your i guidance...i'll be able to move fast forward...with grace and dignity.

Christmas Away From Home

Since 2005 i've been spending Christmas in the middle east. Now it's the 6th year that i'm far away from home, how i miss to hear children's carols, mouthwatering puto bumbong and bibingka, colorful lanterns, and of course my family. Same as always, I was at work while families around the world is sitting together, laughing, eating, singing and other stuffs. Sigh...

How and where will I be spending my next Christmas?

"The things we loose have a way of coming back to us in the end, if not always in the way we expect" - Luna Lovegood 24/12/2010 (Harry Potter)