Pains...
i can't help but cry when my mom broke the news of my grandma's passing...how much i wished to hug and console my mother...tears fell as she shares with me her plans and hope for my aging grandparents...hearing that, i told myself, i'll try my best not to feel that same regret...the pain continued for not less than a week my grandpa met an accident but God still have better plans...for lolo was spared from death but we are still struggling to repay our debts...it felt like I was buried alive...
a month before the year ended, a great decision was made...to finally let go of something that i held on for almost 5 years...i cried...
the global recession hit hard, many were affected...my plans of looking for another job became slim...then, Lot announced that she's leaving for Bahrain her company decided to relocate ...my heart sank...
C1 to C6 brought a tremendous impact in my service...for a moment I was totally depressed carrying the thought of being away from the people with whom I've shared the best moments of my service...c Bhe2x, BSB, atbp....my friends in Chapter...I felt so alone...
Joys...
God is one true amazing Lord...in every painful situation that I come across...He reaches out to me and helps me...for a moment i felt buried but He pulled me up...when I cried He then wipes those tear aways with His assuring love...as my heart sank He showed me the many friends I have...and when I felt alone He sat down with me...
I guess, you can never experience real happiness without going through the pains of life. Because, it's though those heartaches, sacrifices, stress and moments of tears that you'll learn to see the real worth of the things you have and of the people who remained on your side when you are at the lowest...
Right this very moment, i look back with a smile for the challenges i've overcome and for the beautiful memories of yesterday...coz when the clock strikes twelve i'll leave the not so good memories but bring along with me the lessons learned and keep only the lovely treasures received...
Prayer of Thanksgiving...
Father God,
Thank you so much for being my Father, Friend, Brother, Provider, Protector, Guide and my All. I am truly blessed for I have you in my life forever. Thank you for the gift of life, knowledge, friendship, community, job, trials and family. Thank you always being by stronghold. Thank you all the love that you've given me. I can never imagine life without you on my side. Thank you Father God for every single of my life...thank you for being my God.
I love you so much. Amen.
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